Диссертация (1101562), страница 45
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||DT(2)A few squares towards her, |MTT(3)the last glow of daylight lay along the shore and behind her,DTD+1away to the east,(7)(2)flickering and dissolving at its outlines, |D+2(3)MT(5)D+1(1)there were points of light on Portland and the cloud base reflected dully a yellowish glow of street lamps from a distanttown. ||MTTD+1MTTTD(12)TD+1T233She watched him, []T(1)willing him to go slower, |D+2Tfor she was guiltily afraid of him and was desperate for more time to herself. ||D+1D+2D+2DWhatever conversation they were about to have, |TTshe dreaded it. ||D+2TMM(5)(5)D(1)As she understood it,D+1(2)T(2)there were no words to name what had happened,DDT(3)there existed no shared language in which two sane adults could describe such events to each other, |TTTTD+1Dand to argue about it was even further beyond her imagining.
||D+1D+1There could be no discussion, |TD+3DTTD+1But what else were they to talk about, |D+1TTM(6)(2)why else were they out here? ||(2)TThe matter lay between them as solid as a geographical feature, |D+1a mountain,DD+1TDT(6)T(1)T(1)D(1)a headland,unnameable,unavoidable and she was ashamed. ||DD(8)(2)DD+1T(4)she did not want to think about it and she hoped he felt the same. ||DDM(3)The aftershock of her own behavior reverberated through her and even seemed to sound in her ears.
||TDTDD+1TD+1TD+1DMThat was why she had run so far along the beach through the heavy shingle in her going-away shoes, |D+2DTD+1to flee the room and all that had happened in it and to escape herself. ||D+1DShe had behaved abominably. ||TTAbominably |DD+1TMD+1she let the clumsy sociable word repeat itself in her thoughts several times. ||DTTIt was ultimately a forgiving term. ||D+3DShe played tennis abominably,MDD+1M(8)(6)(3)D+1TD+1(9)DMDM(1)(8)(2)(3)234her sister played the piano abominably,TTDD+1(4)and Florence knew that it masked rather than described her behaviour. |||TDMD+1DT«6She watched him coming along the strand,TD+2(6)M(3)his form at first no more than an indigo stain against the darkening shingle,D+1DDD+1sometimes appearing motionless,D+2DT(6)D(2)flickering and dissolving at its outlines and at others,D+2D+1D+1Tsuddenly closer as though moved like a chess piece a few squares towards her.
||DD+1DDMThe last glow of daylight lay along the shore,M TTD+1DDDTTMand behind her away to the east there were points of light on Portlandof street lamps from a distant town. ||D+1TTMShe watched him,TTand the cloud base reflected dully a yellowish glowTD(14)Tfor she was guiltily afraid of him and was desperate for more time to herself. ||D+2D+1MWhatever conversation they were about to have,TTshe dreaded it. ||D+2TDMMAs she understood it there were no words to name what had happened.
||D+1M TTDD+1TTD+1and to argue about it was even further beyond her imagining. ||D+3TThere could be no discussion; |TDDDTshe did not want to think about it and she hoped he felt the same. ||DTD+1But what else were they to talk about? |D+1TTMD(6)(1)(6)TThe matter lay between them as solid as a geographical feature:TTa mountain,TDD+1DDT(8)(5)(2)(6)(2)Why else were they out here? |DT(2)There existed no shared language in which two sane adults could describe such events to each other,TD(5)DD+1D+2(1)willing him to go slower,D+1(7)(5)TD+2(4)TDT(2)(7)(1)235a headland,T(1)D(1)unnameable,unavoidable|D(1)and she was ashamed of the aftershock of her own behavior, | [DDD+2D+1TTT,Treverberated through her and even seemed to sound in her ears.
||TD](5)M(6)That was why she had run so far along the beach through the heavy shingle in her going-away shoes |TDTTTDTto flee the room and all that had happened in it,TTDDD+1and to escape herself. ||TD+1TDabominablyShe let the clumsy sociable word repeat itself in her thoughts several times. ||TIt was ultimately a forgiving termD+3TD+2MDMMD+1TDD+1(4)and Florence knew that it masked rather than described her behaviour. |||TDMD+1DT«D+2(6)7She watched him coming along the strand,TMhis form at first no more than an indigo stain against the darkening shingle,TTDDsometimes appearing motionless,D+2Dflickering and dissolving at its outlinestowards her.
||TD+2D+1D+1M MD+1T(7)and at others suddenly closer as though moved like a chess piece a few squaresTaway to the east,DD(3)(2)TThe last glow of daylight lay along the shoreM T(7)(2)her sister played the piano abominably,T](2)(3)She played tennis abominably,D(11)(2)She had behaved abominably. || [D+1M(4)MTMMDD+1D(11)and behind her,TDMT(7)M(2)there were points of light on Portland and the cloud base reflected dully a yellowish glow of street lamps from a distanttown. ||MTShe watched him,TTD+1MTTDDT(12)(1)D+1T236willing him to go slower,D+2Tfor she was guiltily afraid of him and was desperate for more time to herself.
||D+1DD+1MDMWhatever conversation they were about to have she dreaded it! ||TTD+2TAs she understood it,MTD(2)there were no words to name what had happened,D(6)(6)MM T(2)T(4)there existed no shared language in which two sane adults could describe such events to each other,TM MTMMD+1Dand to argue about it was even further beyond her imagining. ||D+3TDDThere could be no discussion. ||TDD(2)She did not want to think about it and she hoped he felt the same, ||TD+1but what else were they to talk about? |D+1TWhy else were they out here? |MDTTM(6)M(3)T(3)The matter lay between them as solid as a geographical feature;TTDa mountain,D+1TDT(7)T(1)T(1)D(1)a headland. ||Unnameable,unavoidable and she was ashamed. ||D+1DM(3)The aftershock of her own behavior reverberated through her and even seemed to sound in her ears.
||TDTDD+1TD+1That was why she had run so far along the beach,TDthrough the heavy shingle,TTTTTto flee the room and all that had happened in it and to escape herself. ||MDShe had behaved abominably! ||TD+1T]D+1Tsociable word repeat itself in her thoughts several times. ||DTD+2M(2)(6)(1)She let the clumsy,T(10)(2)D+1Abominably! | [M(2)TTD(5)Min her going-away shoes,D(10)(5)TDTMDM(2)(6)237It was ultimately a forgiving term: |D+3TM(3)She played tennis abominably;MDD+1her sister played the piano abominablyTTDrather than described,D+1and Florence knewD+1TMthat it masked,MMT(1)«(1When he thought of her, |TM(3)it rather amazed him, |DT(2)that he had let that girl with her violin go. ||TNow,DTM(4)M(1)of course,M(1)he saw that her self-effacing proposal was quite irrelevant.
||DTDDTAll she had needed was the certainty of his love, |DD+1D+2D(6)M(4)and his reassurance that there was no hurry when a lifetime lay ahead of them. ||TD+2Love and patienceTM D+1|Tif only he had had them both at onceTTTTMD+1DDTM|(5)MAnd then what unborn children might have had their chances, |TTTTTT(4)(6)what young girl with an Alice band might have become his loved familiar? ||TDDDTThis is how the entire course of a life can be changed |DMby doing nothing. ||TTOn Chesil BeachTDDhe could have gone after her.
||DHe did not know, |MDM Mor would not have cared to know, |TTMthat as she ran away from him,D+1DMhe could have called out to Florence, |M(6)(2)would surely have seen them both through. ||T(7)(2)her behaviour. |||T(3)TTTD(7)(6)(2)(5)(2)(2)(3)(2)238certain in her distress that she was about to lose him, |D+2D+4Tshe had never loved him more,D+1Mor more hopelessly, |M(3)(2)D(2)and that the sound of his voice would have been a deliverance,DD+3Dand she would have turned back.
||DMInstead, |M(3)MheTTTD+1Twatching her hurry along the shore,DD(3)T(1)|M(6)M(4)the sound of her difficult progress lost to the breaking of small waves, |DDTuntil she was a blurred,D+1DDMMM(7)(2)receding point against the immense straight road of shingle gleaming in the pallid light. |||TD+2M«DT(TTMT(2)that he had let that girl with her violin go.
||TNow,DTM(4)D(1)of course,he saw that her self-effacing proposal was quite irrelevant. ||DD+2DTAll she had needed was the certainty of his love,DD+1D+2D(5)M(4)and his reassurance that there was no hurry when a lifetime lay ahead of them. ||D+2Love and patienceTM D+1|Tif only he had had them both at onceD+1TTMD+1DDTM|(4)MAnd then what unborn children might have had their chances,DTD+1T(4)(5)what young girl with an Alice band might have become his loved familiar? ||TDTMD+2(5)(2)would surely have seen them both through. ||M(8)(3)it rather amazed him,DM2When he thought of her,TD+1TD(7)239This is how the entire course of a life can be changed |D+2MDby doing nothing.
||TDM(5)T(2)On Chesil Beach he could have called out to Florence, |TD+1Mhe could have gone after her. ||DTT(5)DHe did not know,(2)M M(2)or would not have cared to know,DTM(3)that as she ran away from him, |D+1Dcertain in her distressD+2Mthat she was about to lose him, |Tshe had never loved him more,D+1(3)Mor more hopelessly, |M(2)(2)D(2)and that the sound of his voice would have been a deliverance, |DMD+2Dand she would have turned back.
||DMInstead,(4)M(3)M(1)TTTD+1Twatching her hurry along the shore, |DD+2M(6)M(3)the sound of her difficult progress lost to the breaking of small waves, |DDTuntil she was a blurred,receding pointTDDMM(1)M«DT(D+1DTTM(4)M(1)of course, |Mhe saw that her self-effacing proposal was quite irrelevant. ||D(8)(2)that he had let that girl with her violin go. ||DM(1)it rather amazed him,TT3When he thought of her,Now,(7)against the immense straight road of shingle gleaming in the pallid light.
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